It would be a long struggle for me over the years that passed. I began to search beyond myself, I did not know what I was looking for .. But all I knew was that I was searching to be happy! The only thing I felt I did over the years was to fail with everything.. I kept the mask all the time that everything was fine, but inside me I cried all the time! When I lost everything I had, the love, the shop I ran, the economic security and the house I had, everything was completely dark. I was suicidal (a victim of wanting to kill myself)!
In 2006 I had a choice, either to fight or lie down and give up. I first choose to give up, but it did not help, so I decided to try to take the fight, I was tired of escaping from myself, I felt it was the last chance and I would give it a try. Then I suddenly came across a person named Kim Are Stende, it was like he was sent from heaven .. He saw me, he saw what I had been struggling with.. He gave me hope! Hope that I was something special and unique and that I had a gift. Finally someone who understood me! It was the beginning of my spiritual development and about 1 year after the conversation with him, finally my late grandmother came through to me and told me "Use your power, my child. Your life mission is to help others! "
I took a course with Janne Løken (www.mirjua.no) in 2008 and got the tool I needed to open me, and I started to train me in volunteers and got good feedback on my channeling! In 2009 I sent an application to "Jakten på den 6. sans" and not in my wildest dreams did I belie that I was picked, but I was! I was really surprised myself and what I was able to perform under this experience and all the gratitude and joy as I won this competition! I began to get confidence back that I was actually worth something and it meant more than the victory! But even then I was not sure I had the ability, so I ended up taking a new course to confirm to myself that I had skills! So I invited Kim Are Stende to hold a course with me 1 month after the victory! I have to laugh at myself when I think back. Confirmation is a wonderful thing that has been invented, if you ask me.
In 2010 my life was turned upside down, for better or worse! But it's just this I dreamed about my whole life, and its actually become true! I started to hold my own courses and lectures and travel around at fairs. I suddenly began to be important for other people, people who had been in my situation and needed my help! Now in retrospect I see that it was necessary for me to go through a hard life, that's what it takes to become a good therapist!
I got a nice mail in December 2010 from the Netherlands to participate in the program "Psyhcic Challenge International" and after a few days I decided that I would participate. It was just something that told me that now it's my turn, there is a reason why I have been involved in everything I've done and I've decided that I should say yes to all of the challenges that come my way! Now the recording is done and I'm happy with my performance down there and I have really risen many steps when it comes to my skills!
I was also very lucky to be in the television show "Åndenes makt" and that was my biggest dream come true. My wish was answered and it was an experience I never would have been without.
Life has changed a lot for me in a short time. It will always me challenges, positivity / negativity and a lot of lessons. I make the road as I walk on it and I work hard to live from my heart, be in my power and be in the flow. I have learned a lot from myself and the spiritual world and I want to live based on my truth and my experiences. I choose to be myself and listen to the universe, I have full trust in the universe, that everything they give me is done with love! The most important thing for me is to be down to earth and humble in my way.
Finally, I thank my son Niklas, he has supported me and been very patient with me and my job, my friends and family who have been there for me when I needed them most. And not to forget all those who follow me on my way, fans, blog readers, etc.. you are my teachers like everyone else in my life, I truly appreciate you! And I give thanks every night that I'm so lucky to have you in my life.
I hope this website gives you the inspiration to find yourself so that you can stand in your own power!
I belive in you!
With love
Elisabeth |